The best thing that I ever did was I found a woman who had an experience around cancer, and she had what I wanted to create. She taught me that being of service is a way to raise our frequency. I had to check myself into the hospital, as I was too sick to care for myself.
I put my personal experiences of being kidnapped in a box and threw away the key. That is a common way to deal with trauma, but not an effective way. The experience wasn’t living in my conscious mind, but it was still in my energy system, so the energy or the frequency that was feeding my organs had been changed to that of my wounded story. The organ that was particularly affected was my ovaries, I had a challenge with cancer in the ovaries.
People come to me with an intention to be whole. And the first piece is to help them understand what is whole? To me, it is living through all e
Science definitely now not only acknowledges subtle bodies, but they have taken it one step further. In particular in the movie, ‘Where the Bleep Do We Come From?’, and through the term ‘quantum entanglement.’ We can see that people’s energies can, and are, connected, not only to each other but to our environment.
Science has now told us that our memories, our thoughts and emotions, they don’t live in our mind. They actually live in our subtle bodies, or the subtle energy around our physical, our energy field. And when we don’t clear it, it can show up as feeling heavy, like we’re carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders, feeling overwhelmed, there’s just too much information for us to hold.
Subtle bodies are the first part of the energy system that the energy from the divine flows through. Our subtle bodies are like a cosmic vehicle that’s us. We’re so much more than our physical, we’re actually an energy body with a physical body inside of it. Our energy body goes out about 20 feet from our physical.
Slowing down was really challenging for me. I would push myself to the absolute limit. I didn’t have an off switch. I had to get to a place where I could sustain my energy, and I didn’t understand that if I had the energy it was okay to rest. If I had the energy it was okay to sleep. It took me a long time to work that out because I had never had that story.
For me, what I found is, that while I had put my trauma in a box around being kidnapped, and threw away the key, the experiences were still living in my Subtle Bodies. It was still impacting my physical, even though I wasn’t conscious of it. That was where the challenge with illness showed up.
Once I understood about frequency and my energy system, I was looking for a way to speak directly to my subconscious. What I found while working with my beloveds, was that they were talking to me through their conscious mind, the 134 bits of information per second. To get deep soulful sustainable change I needed to speak to their subconscious, the place where we could access 2 million bits of information per second, so I could get to the root cause.
In my healing journey, I woke up to the part of me that was a healer and a teacher. Before that, I was always an entrepreneur. But the teacher, and the healer, and the artist came forward as I cleared my energy system. I started exploring creativity as a way to heal.